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BIG dreams, some xperience.

In Uncategorized on July 11, 2010 at 11:01 pm

It was on channel 62 that I was watching a Comedy Central stand-up special. I’m not sure but i think the comedians name was something like Geraldo. Well he said a joke that made me feel good about not having a job. He said that in this economy i’ts ok to be a fuck up. Believe it or not it made me feel better, but thats how peoplem get fat, they eat because it makes them feel good.

To tell you humans the truth I’m gettin really tired of being a loser. Like Trey Songz says I just want to be successful.  What i require is to push myself. Motivation is what I’m lacking, happiness is foreign to my emotions nowadays so I must do something to change this. Help my fam, get my license, get a car, get a job, not in that order but you get the picture.

I want to do it the right way. In my head I see gettin a normal job like at a store or something that pays alright, not expecting much but it wou;d’nt hurt finding a GREAT paying job.

Thing will get better and it’s up to me thisI know. Mandookie you have to start tomorrow, go get your clothes ready, prepare yourself mentaly , you can do it.LOL 😐

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